+ I wish I could drop out of college and move to the city, and just make art in a dark grungy studio all hours of the night
+ I want to move to SE Asia with my family over there, and live the simple life in my cousin's bamboo house in Guimaras (farm and eat mangoes all day. suh-weet. but satisfying...?)
+ I feel confined, defined, restricted, and bound in a box of stereotypes and mediocrity - she a designer, she's ENFP, she's asian, too small, too young, she always has her head in the clouds...
+ I wish I was 6 years old, and often times, I act like it
+ I live solely to benefit myself (so selfish, i know) and let my feelings and emotions rule over reason and sometimes even principle
+ I let people walk all over me
+ I feel strong and beautiful and funny and of worth
+ I don't want anyone to look at me
+ I put on my headphones and feel like I'm in a whole 'nother world
+ I am mean and hurtful to people who care about me
+ I dance down the street when people are looking
+ I make up silly songs on my guitar and sing them for my best friends
+ I'm overwhelmed with the love from my family and friends
+ I cry (I can't say I don't cry, but inbetween I laugh)
+ I break, but my maker sustains me, and restores and justifies me because He loves me
+ I dance to my own drum, waltz to my own tune, and am content in doing so...
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trina....your are an incredibly talented individual and I love reading your thoughts online. I almost fee like deleting my blog because yours sometimes sums up all of my own thoughts and feelings that I can't put into words to express. I almost always want to talk to you after I'm done reading.....don't ever change....the world needs more people like you who care about things beyond themselves but who also value themselves as well.
Ali G (speaking to Posh Spice and David Beckham): Right, so is your kid going to grow up to be a footballer like Dad, or a singer like Mariah Carey?
PS THIS makes me happy.
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